Planting trees out of the grief
the matter with guilt is difficult. always difficult.
after everything has happened people start to blame themselves for something they did or what they didn't. this is senseless. no one can unwind the time or push the replay button after someone died.
we always do things we will regret later.
but it is worse when someone is gone. with this person our chance to undo, redo or just do something,
is gone, too.