The farther away I get from that fucking town, the more this music fills my brain, the more it feels so right. From the time when I was little I was different. Mom and dad knew that. And they treated me differently. White lines and the empty darkness of fields surround us. US. It's only because of Nick that I would ever be able to do this. When I was weak, I was my parent's wet dream. I was this robot playing basketball, getting good grades, wearing button-up shirts. Nick is me, for without him, I am that, that former thing that was supposed to be me. I look over at him driving. He killed for me. I think that I have finally found love. I can say, "somebody loves me."