Even with that reassurance for my sexualtiy, I still feel like he took something away with him that morning--my innocence. I don't think that I have been the same person since. He took my hope and my belief that people really were inherantly good. I don't know, it seems dumb to think that I could be in love with someone and only be intimate with them one time in my whole life. Can you really love someone if they don't love you back?