I'm not ready to die and the fact that there are so many ways that I could die instantly does not make me happy. As you are reading this right now, a bomb could be headed your way. The Middle East is where God said the Final Battles would be fought. Peace in the Middle East has crumbled. And just as during the Gulf War, the world's eyes are pointed on the area. I'm writing this to you on February 3, 1998. I'm not sure what the world is going to be like when you read this. I'd like to think that it is going to be okay, but I'm not sure that it is.