Darkness is not nothingness.
It is much thicker, heavier, full of dense clouds that weigh down on your limbs.
I have no sense of the direction of my body in relation to the world. I do not know if I am emerging or submerging. My eyes feel as though they are under water - and through the blurry veil of my cornea - all that can be seen - is textured darkness.
And I feel myself sinking within myself. Approaching with foreboding my next position. Just drifting - releasing, letting go.
I have become a heap of darkness.
I can't find the light.
I can't find the way out .